Reality

I *finally* had a "this is really real" moment today. Oddly enough, it happened while at S's parent's house. They were bringing in a second trailer to park outside the home for family members staying there for the wedding. YES! PEOPLE ARE COMING TO THE WEDDING! IT'S REALLY GOING TO HAPPEN.

Lol. I think those moments always seem to happen over weird seemingly pointless things.

Now I just need to to figure out how I am going to pay for everything. I think I will be asking my mom for money :-( I don't have enough to pay all the final expenses. Not unless my check is for a ton of money (which it's not likely going to be!)